chapter one: the person.

Dear, readers please don't judge me from this post. you'll know the reason why i hate that person in the upcoming posts and that reason is worth it. believe me, it is worth it.

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There's always this one person that you hate.. but the thing is would you hate that person more and more with every subatomic particle you have? No? I thought so. But I do, I hate him that much. I hate him with every single part of me. I hate him, because he ruined my perfect dream.

Every time I hear his name, I would roll my eyes. Because he.. he disgusts me. I hate him more with every breathe I breath. You might think I'm just another girl who just got her heart broken by a guy that she loved, but no. I'm not another broken hearted girl, I'm a girl who hates a person that has the same flesh and bone that I have. Did you get the hint? Not yet? .. He's my brother. I know you're wondering how in the world can you hate your own brother? or you probably think I'm insane. But I'm not. I have every right to hate him for the rest of my life. Yes, my reason is that BIG. I could forgive him for everything he did to me, but that I can't. No matter how much I try to forgive & forget.. I just can't do it. I don't have the strength or the power to let the past be.. that's not my capability. - Yours, N.

Promise.

Hello Dear Readers,
I know that I told you about me writing my own life story and I know Im taking so long but its kind of hard to share it, what I mean is that it's hard to open up and write it all down, my memories, my life and I cant ask my friends because I want this to be private. I know this is the blog world and when I write it here it won't be private but I just don't want them to know it's me, besides it is kinda different, in a way. Uh oh I'm talking to myself again. I'm sorry if you can't understand what I'm saying, but honestly I can't get what am I saying too. I dont know how or where to start. All I know is I'm going to post it, my feelings, my story. Whether I like it or not. I made you wait and that's unfair. Look at me. I'm being boring from the beggining huh? well I promise that my first chapter of life will be posted real soon and I never break my promises.
note to readers: Some of the other reasons I didn't post is that I hardly can find times when I'm alone and no one is watching. Like my family or friends, and the reason I dont want them to know is because this story is 100% true and well if they knew this then let's just say that I'm screwed. & Yes it is that personal.

For those who wonder..

For those who wonder..

Yes I'm new here and this story is going to be based on a real-life story about me.It's been a secret between me & myself for so long that I can't take it anymore. I have to express my feelings someday somewhere, so here it is. Here are my feelings, that I'm going to express as a story, my own real life story. Yes they're are cruel people in this world and in this story you'll meet one. You'll see that life is unfair, you'll know the reason of me holding on.